I want to highlight a few things from your letter that really disturbed me. Probably better to stop and say why am I angry about this?. The first impression is good and you two exchange numbers. Please support me in that by having relaxing with me, not coaching.. Jealousy is a range some people rarely get jealous and some people are constantly jealous (which, in general, is never a good thing). Hopefully asking questions like this would help suss that out. 5 Be Friendly Some exes are best handled by treating them in a friendly manner. May 18, 2020 by Emily Cappiello. Before my last relationship ended I spent *a lot* of time online reading advice and trying to fix stuff. Cosigned. Thank-you for this comment. OK, so you took a walk instead of doing the cardio class; thats not great, but its a whole lot better than nothing is a way to keep score. And how can we fix it? No give me your logical reasons why this is a thing that is hurtful, no I dont think youre actually hurt about this, I think its this other thing. I watched my parents relationship work this dynamic for years. It makes taking care of ourselves seem hard, even impossible on some days. And another thing Its generally accepted that self-care is good for self-esteem. But that partnership is one weve negotiated and practiced over the years. It also meant i felt comfortable telling him things as they came up, instead of hiding them or lying because I knew I could trust his reaction. I have many fond memories of him. I thought I had some obligation to stay friends. 1. Something that I tried with my own Helper from several years ago I took him with me to a therapist appointment. be positive about the steps your partner does take every time I am aware of my partner taking a session on his exercise bike (which isnt every time he uses it, but often we watch tv together while he exercises), I comment about how I am proud of him. If you cannot help someone, and being with that person is hurting you as well, putting some distance may be the healthiest choice. When its not great, things like this are no longer handled delicately If hes yelling at you over small things, there is no way his head is still in it. Honestly its tough. And there's a reason he can't let go of her, and there's a reason you feel like the bond you have with . 2) Even if being prompted to do things like eat better food, exercise to work off stress etc was beneficial to you..its still wrong and bad to do it without an agreement, ESPECIALLY when the promptee has explicitly asked the other person to not do it. The people who appoint themselves my life coach have always happened to be women, personally). But thats the best I can think of that might be of some help. And sometimes the answer is I cant. I hope your boyfriend comes around, but I offer you my best wishes and confidence in your judgment no matter whether he does or not. And they dont need to be The Worst for you to decide you dont want to be in this relationship anymore. When you don't tell him why he might just brush you off. The focus is making me incredibly uncomfortable, though. Because if so, you need to skip all the subtler steps and skip straight to Therapist, these things my boyfriend does and says are making it worse, help! Right now. It sounds like hes making you miserable and hurting your recovery. This is emotional abuse designed to make you feel incompetent and bend your will to his. This is not one of them. I live on the other side of this equation. Its just whining, the fact is that if you really care about someone, you want to impress them. Im not sure if its changing who he is so much as finding out whether hes oblivious and well-meaning or a giant tool. The way to find out is to give him the information that would stop him being oblivious as clearly as possible if he changes his actions he may have been decent all along, if he doesnt then hes conclusively demonstrated jerkitude. Up until that point, I was always going to fail because a part of me didnt really want to quit. Flags! Call 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or text "START" to 88788. ), other peoples feelings are not an argument I can have theyre an axiom, or a postulate, or a piece of evidence I have inferred but theyre not a fucking argument. He never mansplains, but he longsplains. LW: I feel you so much in this. Dating you is a privilege you get to grant people, not a burden someone is doing you the favour of shouldering. Let your thoughts sit while your jealousy simmers down a little bit. I was in a controlling relationship (where I had recurrent depression) and it took being away from my partner for 3 months (he left the country to visit family) to feel the intense relief and lift of stress and realize that the main problem was actually him. All of the Captains response has me leaping up saying Yes! because I so agree. Listen to his response and try to . He wants me to exercise more, eat healthier, help out more with the cleaning, and take better care of myself. Your dreams for the future have taken a back seat. Because housework affects everyone in the house, but what LW puts in their body, and how LW exercises? He assumes you want to understand things as exhaustively as he wants to, so (if you have asked about a thing, like say directions or a computer how-to) he goes ON and ON into tiny details unless you stop him. Piggybacking on this, just in case LWs partner is well-meaning-but-clumsy-at-expressing-his-desire-to-help and not maliciously-undermining-LW: I wonder if it would be possible, and if he were open to it, to do a few joint sessions with LWs therapist so the therapist can be a neutral party for them to air their viewpoints to and help them strategize better ways of interacting over these issues. In this case, his schedule may actually not allow much free time at all right now. Ill offer help if asked, but otherwise, I try to stay out of itunless an (in)action is directly affecting me, as it was in this case. He Stopped Calling. That's the last thing you should do. okay you have got a lot of permission to dump comments here and I dont want to dismiss what other people read in your letter but offer another perspective. Listen to Leah Robins and the Captain if he loves you, he will work with you, and you will be able to laugh together even during the darkest moments of your lives. He finally stopped when I was a teenager and I said something along the lines of it was a good thing I wasnt as sensitive about food as many teen girls, otherwise such comments could send me towards anorexia. There doesnt have to be any malice or entitlement in it. Expressing or directing anger towards the person in recovery from a medical condition? We spent an hour together crafting a long list of things he could do for me, with me. Pick one night per week that you alternate making dinner. He sounds like a couple dudes Ive known in that he likes to be a fixer, which is not inherently a horrible quality in a person. Not because Ive been on the receiving endactually quite the opposite, as I was in a relationship with someone who was constantly miserable and did absolutely nothing to try and rectify it. I cannot get out of bed. And thats okay, too. Annnnnd, suddenly I understand why my husband is forever puttering about in the garden. Mood swings. If LW says This boyfriend sounds a little like my mother, and finances have forced me to live with the rents for a bit, so I appreciate the tips and scripts Ive read here. That makes me so angry on your behalf. Hlep is that thing that looks like help and is presented in a context that would normally surround helpuntil you blink and look again and realize that it isnt help at all. That's key: the minute there's no effort from both partners, then there's no relationship. This is a guy who shuts down when hes mad. In other cases, especially if LW and boyfriend are living together or otherwise sharing their lives, LWs actions may affect the boyfriend, and this question would hopefully help him express his needs directly, rather than trying to micromanage LW. Or, if you can handle it, let them know that you think your friendship has run its course because you are at two different points in life. ME. Ideas which involve me policing my SOs behavior, rather than my SO doing it for themselves those ideas both take agency from my SO, and attempt to make their behavior my responsibility. She will ask me to do things like remove sharp objects from her living space, check in to make sure shes eating, wake her up in the morning when shes unlikely to get up on her own, phone her psychiatrist to give info/updates about how shes doing, and so on. [6] Say something like, "I've noticed you've been a little distant lately. Friend, I miss you and Id love to see your face. But then kept sending financial support to his (first) wife, who knew that he was alive and had another family. My ex-husband was horrible about trying to fix me and getting really mad when I didnt want his help. Founded in 2010, Thought Catalog is owned and operated by The Thought & Expression Company, Inc. For over a decade, we've been at the bleeding edge of media, pioneering an infrastructure for creatives to flourish both artistically and financially. I can tilt my head to one side and see a boyfriend that this LW needs to dump *yesterday* because all hes doing is trying to build his ideal partner out of what he believes is some kind of nascent state that can go in any direction, like a bunch of stem cells. It can be a nice, easy way to do social. It can sometimes be really helpful to challenge yourself, whether thats to exercise more or read more or keep things cleaner around the house. Ding! They write because stuff is horrible and awful and they cant work out how to fix it (without breaking up). If you are an academic assigning my posts in your courses, Id appreciate an email with a copy of the relevant syllabus/assignment for my records/CV. You still get to decide whether you like him. Seriously though, people who want to help you may not always manage to do so in the right ways when they first start trying, but you have clearly told your b/f what you need, and he is ignoring your stated needs. In the most recent invention, a group of university students in China created a kissing device that lets you make out with your partner from across the seas, country, or city. He may have been okay when you were at your most down, but now that youre working with a therapist and coming out of the dark hole you were in, now that youre building your own confidence, motivation and self-respect, hes starting to sound like the sort of asshole who pulls himself up by putting you down. You need people who are delighted by you and people who see you as competent and great. LW, if you feel like this isnt the most useful idea for you, thats okay. To literally hear them from an external source that would be really hard to take, and hard to stay healthy. for forward and backward evolution. You need to sit down (maybe with your therapist) and make an objective list of all the nice things he is, versus all the things that are hurting you. Love is out there girls, just make sure you are attentive and smart when it comes to a long distance roller coaster ride. We are high maintenance and needy, its all caused by our hormones (and that somehow makes it funny/unimportant), we are dismal and pathetic. After it was removed, it was discovered ability to experience emotions was also gone due to damage from the tumor and the surgery. I think your depression might be getting better, and I think one of the indicators is that you are not automatically agreeing with your boyfriends list of shoulds for your life. He just doesn't feel the need (we used to have sex often, before the . When your partner stops maintaining your relationship, that spark can easily die out as dissatisfaction and resentment builds up." Here are seven gestures that your partner may stop doing if your. But LW, my heart hurts for you so hard right now and I want you to know you dont have to be afraid that you wont have love if you leave this person who doesnt listen to you and constantly makes you doubt your self worth. Sadly, I would not be surprised if he saw outcome 1 as being necessary for the LW to be happy and healthy or at least how he self justifies wanting the LW to return to the passive role that they played in the relationship while they grappled with their depression and lack of confidence. Giving me grief for not doing the other 25 letters is NOT HELPING. My sister is not depressed and does not need my help, I just want to provide it because I care about her. Even if improvement is made, it wont be enough to him, and he can still be in charge. Those things are part of who we are, and we accept that in each other. I dont think relationships where somebody tries to mold you into their vision of you are a good thing. Scrolling through my phone. Its something weve learned. This was where I got very concerned. I can think of several people in my life who must have read that book. The Romantic Comedy You Should Watch This Valentines Day, Based On Your Zodiac Sign. 4. Some things Ive done to help encourage my partner with quitting smoking (which he successfully did years ago, yay) and exercising more are: think of specific, loving things you can do that might help this wont always be something you can do, but, for example, when he was trying to quit last time, I had learned from previous attempts that part of the problem was wanting something to put in his mouth. He really thought he was helping by being logic- and reason-focused to the point that he would ignore and/or belittle anything I said about how I wanted to be treated unless I could back it up with logic. And when he lost a bunch of weight as a side effect of a new medication, suddenly all of his insecurities about it were transferred to passive-aggressively fatshaming me. and exercise a few years ago. If this seems like the case for your boyfriend then give him some space by taking a step back yourself. Having a life outside of your relationship is important for both parties. Its hard to figure out what to do and how to do it in a way that supports them and helps them. He never lashes out with his anger, he just doesnt talk much when hes mad. That said, hes gotten very good about saying, OK, I can take over X now, please stop when X can be things like make sure I take my meds, make sure I eat, make sure I fill my pill pack, etc. Im sad because the person I love is sad, and I want them to be happy. One of the most aggravating things for me is that I dont naturally have positive regard for my body outside of what it can do I think I so completely absorbed the idea that I was physically unattractive as a young person that some kind of athleticism seemed like the only remaining possibility for my body to have any kind of worth. Think hard and make plans. I have a friend who often makes himself go to social outings, because hes noticed the pattern within himself that he usually feels like bailing and not going when an event is about to happen, but if he makes himself go, he usually has a good time and is glad that he did. Part of why its so difficult to break up with someone without a Huge Serious Reason is that without one, theres no defined point at which you MUST do it. But it still got on my last nerve, and undermined my motivation to develop healthy habits. Can you talk with your therapist about what options are there for you and work with them to make a plan? But for it to be helpful, she has to want to include me. it doesnt extend to someone elses body/diet/etc, and EVEN IF YOU WERE OKAY WITH THAT or had asked his advice (and you do not ever have to), you still get 50% weight, which is the ability to say Thats nice that you think that, but Ive decided nope. I spent 10 years in this same spot eventually he broke up with me because I was not trying hard enough to evolve as a person. Its only been 8 months since that happened, but I havent been this happy in years. Not immediately or perfectly, but noticeably and more over time. Whenever hes away, I tend to either eat that or GF pizza (pizza is another of those things) in fact, I might go out and get myself GF pizza for dinner tonight. I would say the effect of increased exercise on my mental health is . It took a while, but he doesnt do it much any more. In some cases, thats true. Then, repeat what you want him to do and make the boundary plain: I hear you, but I want to be clear: I dont want you to do that anymore., Please stop correcting me and advising me., I appreciate all the help and support youve given me, but I actually need to navigate this on my own., I dont like it when you tell me what to do., The Silent Treatment is really not cool., Youre not the boss of how I eat or exercise, and I think its going to be healthier going forward if you stop monitoring that stuff and if I stop reporting it to you as if you are my nutritionist or trainer.*, I dont need you to change me or to be right about this, I just need you to love me and trust me to do the right thing for myself., I realize I was in bad shape for a while, but as I try to get better, Id like it if you would stop monitoring all these things about me and just found a way to enjoy my company., You may be right about that, but Id still like to handle this on my own without your input., I know you want to help, but I would like to set a boundary around advice-giving. When your boyfriend stops showing physical affection like kissing, hugging, touching or sex, it can be a sign that he has lost romantic interest in you and is thinking of leaving. When youre happy and interesting, youll find yourself meeting new people and having the opportunity to explore all kinds of different relationships not just romantic ones! So if he has stopped watching everyone's stories, then he might be truly breaking free from social media. Your Jerkbrain is telling you that youre never going to find someone else who will put up with you. ", But It is indeed hard. And I have never regretted that decision even once. He used to be the one who cheered you up when you were down, but now he is also always in a bad mood. Maybe I can step on fewer landmines by keeping it in mind. ), how long would you live like this? Apologise, and never say that to me again.. 3. What would be his next project if you suddenly started following all his rules precisely? 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